
everything keeps falling apart. whatever i touch just fucks up. and all my new ideas i come up with become one crazy shit. i fucked up my studies, the thing with 4club is turning into most hatefull thing this year. my plan for moving out to warsaw just stood in one point. my "going away to earn some money" trip becomes shitty. and the new idea for running away also came up against problems. should i be the fucking fighter? yes!!! i'll fight and i'll fuck!!!



