today...

I've been wondering how many things have I achived in my life, that I am proud of?
To tell you the truth, nothing good comes into my mind.
I am still dreaming insead of making my dreams alive.
Fucking boredom makes me feel exhausted. Oh, yes doing nothing can be exhausting.
I know what i need to do... I need to feel fresh and funky again!!!
But how? I hope I'll find it out soon...